Thursday, September 30, 2010

Side one, part one - The college life redux

This is the second time Ive done freshman year. The first didn't go so hot.. I got to see what it was like for the first time to truly be alone with no support. And it...quite honestly sucked. It was the first time I really had to learn to sit and think.. and as I did just that I came across many contradictions and flaws in myself that I had skillfully neglected. When I saw them I slipped into a period of crisis but on the outside played it up normal. nobody ever knew heh.. well not till the end when I left. But now its a new chance, new "friends" new crowd even a new state.. really we'll see.. though none of them truly will ever know me....